I sit in disbelief as I think back on just how far I have come this year! Thinking back to Phase I of the Professional Development Program, I remember feeling incredibly nervous. As soon as I set foot into the third grade classroom, I wanted the students to like me.  It took a while for me to learn the routine and procedures, and how to be firm, yet kind to the students.  I learned that all children need rules, structure and routine. 

       I enjoyed the experience I had during Phase I, and did not want to leave!  I began my Phase II placement after Christmas and was equally nervous to begin time in a sixth grade classroom.  Throughout the eight weeks I spent with the students, I learned that even older students want to feel important!   I learned a great deal about myself during this time, and was thankful to have a different experience.  Through it all though, I decided to go back to the third grade class to complete my Phases III and IV. 

       I feel like I really became a teacher over Phases III and IV.  This was the time that I was in charge of everything my mentor teacher was at the beginning of the year.  I learned how to effectively plan and instruct the class. I really "came into my own" in the way I was able to "take over the class."  I truly cared about the students and constantly reflected on myself so that I could give them the best possible learning experience.

       Over the course of time I have spent at ISU, I feel I have gained a wealth of unforgettable experiences and knowledge.  Not only do I feel prepared to get out and teach in my own classroom, but I now know effectively how to do it.  I am thrilled when I look back and think of all the accomplishments I have made while at ISU.  I have grown in so many ways over the past few years educationally.  I have been so lucky to have learned so much.  I am grateful to have been a part of the PDS program through ISU.  I do not think I would feel as well prepared for the “real-world” had I not gotten the experience.  Hopefully my future students will benefit from my incredible experiences as well.